Exam anxiety.

What if my results are bad? I don't know what will happen. And dare not to think that far :(
Butterflies in my stomach, worrying thoughts, feeling nervous all the time.
God, help me please. I cry out for your name ;'(

Amazing.

-Proverbs 12:15-

Fools think their own way is right,

But the wise listen to others.

AWESOME PEOPLE.

They randomly crossed my mind today.

The AA people.

From the oldest to the youngest.

enthong, jody, esther, jenyi, ivory, jessshynn, tingting, weekie, yiiwen.
Do you guys still remember 13th of July 2009?
Awww.

Seriously miss you guys so much! :'(

闯。

我大好的一个人，干嘛要跑到别人的生命里去当插曲。

:)

想找人倾诉时，却习惯了对自己说，明天就好了。

Fear.

I was in front of the mirror just now, and I talked to my sister, she's behind me. I told her: "eh I feel like I'm dreaming." She asked me why. I told her: "I'm having pmr next week. Its so unbelievable!" She said: "Yeah its normal, I used to have the same feeling as you do. And I even think that I won't be sitting for pmr when I'm in primary six. I think it will be the end of the world before I have my pmr." HAHAHA. so stupid. And yeah, nine more days to go. Pmr is near, very very near. I'm stress, worried, nervous inside. Haven't finish revising. I know it, I know I don't have enough time for revision. I'm starting to regret for not using my time wisely. I'm so sorry God :( I'll do my best from now on, I promise.

ps wyeinn, miss you too ;) so touching after reading your post :')
God loves you <3

loves, iwei.

My day.

Well, I've skipped school for the past three days. And went back to school again this morning. 6am my alarm rang, and I snoozed it, every five minutes it rang again and again *annoying* but what to do, I need to wake up. So I reached school at around 7 something. I was walking into the school, thinking that hmm, it has been a long time since I woke up this early and having fresh air, and a big surprise coming on, just when I reached the staircase of my block, the staircase was so freaking smelly! I hold my breath walking up to the third floor, like wtf, so smelly?! And somebody claims that it was the cat's shit ._. And because my place is so near to the staircase, I kind of feel like the smell follows me upstairs until my place. I can't stand that smell, so I just went off, stood at the corridor alone, for fresh air. Everyone went downstairs for the so-called assembly. And I met keten downstairs. While we were talking, shwufang walked towards me, holding a piece of tissue. I wished her a Happy Belated Birthday :) And she gave me the tissue because I told her in facebook that her post in her blog is so touching that I cried until my house was flooded, she said the tissue is for me to wipe away my tears. Awww... So sweet of her ♥ After that the bell rang, I went into the class, doing some revision, started to get bored and finally I slept. Didn't wake up until Mr Lok came in, he asked me and keten to wake up, go wash our face, but we continue sleeping until he called us for the second time. Hahah. And after his class was chinese. Bored. School dismiss. And then I followed keten to her house. Had lunch, bath and talking some stuff with her. After that, having tuition for 3 hours. Half way during the class, I'm thinking, omg, seriously my eyes can't open! What's wrong with my eyes? I think obviously the word sleepy is written on my face, hahah. I saw keten also having that sleeping face next to me, HAHAHA. Seriously I think 3 hours class continuously is too long, no break leh ._. And I can feel that my bladder is going to burst. Hahaha. After tuition, my aunt fetch me home as my parents went to Kuantan this afternoon. And so she brought me, jie, er jie and one of my cousin for dinner at Fridays. The food was super nice, but the service was bad. Anyway, I just care about the food lah, ok, hahaha. And ended up extremely full! Consequences of eating too much :p I think I gained weight after this meal, huh. Home sweet home then :)

*hugs*

喜欢拥抱，因为那感觉很温暖。

SMILE.

Every time you smile at someone, it is an action of love, 
a gift to that person, a beautiful thing. 

对别人微笑一次， 实际上就用行动爱了一次， 
送了一件爱的礼物， 一样美妙的东西。