ily.

我不敢问，

因为我害怕。

我害怕我问了后，

你给我的答案不是我所期待的。

我承认我在逃避，

因为我害怕面对。

:(

ily.

希望你真心过。

好喜欢 :D

KL life again.

Just came back from Kuantan. Its Saturday today, I know. I stayed one more day there, as mummy still have some stuff to do. Good thing for me x)

26th Oct.

Woke up early. Daddy fetch me to damansara. I followed Gor's car back to Kuantan. Uncle Hiew drove. Stop halfway for a few times, haha. And finally reached Kuantan in the afternoon.

27th Oct.

Had breakfast with Gor :) After that I rushed back home and prepare myself. Had appointment with doctor for laser at 10.30am. But I was late >.< And the laser thingy took me almost an hour. I quickly ask mummy to fetch me to ecm. I told Tengsheng and Esther I'll be there at 11.30am, but I can't make it. It was already 12 something when I reached there. And the stupid thing is I don't know where's the lift. When I finally reached the cinema floor, the two of them were waiting for me. Gosh, super guilty man, let them wait for me. So sorry >.< We watched "In time". Well for the movie, I think it was quite boring. And umm the time thingy passing here and there, so confusing. Tengsheng sitting next to me busy explaining to me what's happening. Hahaha. Thanks so much. And I forgot to bring my sweater, freaking cold, so Esther and Tengsheng take turn to borrow me theirs, aiyah so bu hao yi si. Thankyou very very much <3 After the movie, went for lunch at Food and Tea. Esther had her Kids Meal. Hahaha. After that we went shopping. Esther went back early. So left me and Tengsheng there. We walked for awhile and decided to have a drink at Starbucks. Spend time talking with him ;) After that, Gor came and fetch me (xiexie Gor x) ) to Teatime to meet Jiaying. But we changed place, we went TWice. Had a heart-to-heart talk with her. She's the one I share everything :D Took some pictures, but failed because she can't stop laughing, HAHAHA. After that her dad fetch me home x) 

28th Oct.

Didn't plan anything. Was too bored, so I date the aa people (Yiiwen, Ting, Jessshynn, Weekie) to ecm. Had drinks at Food and Tea first, talk about many things, and laugh alot :p Still the craziest friends I know last time :) Sing k for an hour, then yiiwen and weekie went to buy some stuff, so Ting, Jessshynn and I had drinks at Starbucks. Well, talked alot. Catch up about kuantan stuff x) After that weekie's mum send all of us back, thanks so much :)

29th Oct.

Back to KL :( 

ohh btw, gor, thanks for the chocolates x)

Hope.

Actually I'm going back to kuantan today, but then there's some changes yesterday, so I'll be going back tomorrow morning :) And umm yeah, still the same, will be back to kl on friday. So its like I've only one day to spend with my friends :( Its okay, I think I'll be back again during november. Okay, will update more soon. Off to Kuantan tomorrow ;) Safe journey. God bless. Amen.

cute.

妈妈：你们两个不适合，在一起只有受伤..

我做过这些事耶...

:D

Love.

凡事包容，凡事相信，凡事盼望，凡事忍耐。 

(林前13章7節) 

Never.

I can be a choice, 

a reason,

a priority,

but never an option.

Thanks jiaying :)

许:爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却 还在
等待着谁能出现

穆:伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会
狠心对谁

许:男人 男人
多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真
让我不必再心疼

穆:女人 女人
我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生
来换你的快乐一生

许:爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却 还在
等待着谁能出现

穆:伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
合:我却还是学不会
狠心 对谁

许:男人 男人
多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真
让我不必再心疼

穆:女人 女人
我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生
来换你的快乐一生

许:男人 男人
多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真
让我不必再心疼

穆:女人 女人
我答应做个好人
合:不会再让我（你）心疼
一等再等
你就是我等的那个人

穆:男人 男人
许:女人 女人
合:多么希望你是对的人

LEE MIN HO ♥

Nice drama ;)

Three hours trip.

Yeah, as you can see, the title for this post is three hours trip. wtf. Alright, its school trip to Science Centre today. Well, not that fun. The part I enjoy the most is playing in the "Foam Factory". Its something like the kids indoor playground. Inside some kind of cage like this:

Told you, its a cage. Hahah.

Well, this is the first time I went into this so-called indoor playground. Super fun man! omg I'll bring my kids to play in this kind of "cage" thing in the future! HAHAHAHA i know i think too much :D This is like extremely fun!! And you know what, you can see how childish we actually are! Goshhh. Alright, I only enjoyed this part in the whole trip. Others were not that interesting. Quite tired after the trip and fall asleep in the bus ._. After that we waited for 1 hour until the school dismiss. Huh! Tiring.

Btw, to all the Kuantanites, I'm going back to Kuantan on the coming Tuesday. But I won't stay long, just for four days which mean I'm going back to KL on Friday. Alright, just to inform you guys! Hope to see y'all soon! :D

loves, iwei.

Blessed.

18th of  October.

Went to Sunway Pyramid with jie and mummy in the morning. Shopping for sure! Bought a pair of shoes. And bought Jiaying a gummy ball lollipop :D Didn't shop long, cause need to fetch er jie from college. Before going back home, had lunch in Pappa John's. Nice pizza. Had some pictures too :)

The food! :D

Jie :)

My mummeh  ♥

After shopping, er jie bring me to "xiao bin bin tuition centre" to ask for working vacancy. Work as a teacher, sounds fun! Hahah. I also helped kahyan to ask, as she also wanna work there. So the principal of the tuition centre said that she actually wanna find two person to work, but then she has to think about it because I'm too young to work, and its illegal. Hmm so I'll wait for her news :) God bless me, hiah hiah :D

19th of October.

Went for the movie "Real Steel" this morning with mummy, jie and er jie :D Walao, damn nice. The robot damn cool!! And the boy in the movie, Dakota Goyo, wahseh, so lengzai man! HAHAHA. A must-watch movie :D Alright, gonna sleep soon. Having a one day trip tomorrow x) Nights! <3

loves, iwei.

Like you :)

I never wanted to be your whole life,

just your favourite part.

:D

New track.

我花了两年，

终于彻底的放下了你。

请你不要再超越我的界限。

我会很感激你的 :)

特别的你。

就像二姐告诉我的：

“喜欢，不一定要在一起。”

现在，我明白了。

所以我们还是做朋友吧。

这样，应该会很幸福的。

:')

My pingu ♥

loves, iwei.

I was.

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken,

and the one that could  always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own.

Fine.

My "throwing books ceremony" is still in progress :) I realize that I've some photostatted notes and exercises didn't even touch before, omg what a waste of money. I whisper to myself, never do that in form 4, urgh. Too many books to give away, and also to throw. Pmr, bye! 

Currently watching dramas from the net. Just finish the hk drama "Lives of Omission" (潜行狙击). Not bad, but what a sad ending. The female lead in the story died, and the male lead went into the jail :( *cry* Well, after this drama, I start watching "city hunter". Haven't finish watching. I still have a list of movies and dramas to watch, teehee :D 

Ohh ya guess what, I found my primary school report card. Walao, almost fainted. I'm 152cm in primary six. And now, I'm in form 3, preparing to go to form 4 already, I'm only 153.5cm, fml.

So many kuantan friends were asking me "when are you coming back", "are you coming back", "waiting for you leh". Aiyo, I'm so touched. Thank God for this bunch of good friends in my life. They do care for me ;) Alright guys, I'll inform you all when I go back okay, I promise :) HANG OUT HANG OUT HANG OUT :D

Till here, bye peeps. I love you ;)

Always hope,

but never expect.

:)

loves, iwei.

Sad.

I cried inside,

when I know you never trust me.

:'(((

Mr. Fs ♥

Because I miss you.

Loved.

Don't ask me why I don't care for you now.

Because I found someone worth more than you.

He cares for me,

more than you do.

After pmr.

Pmr ended yesterday. The last paper was chinese. Objective was hard, subjective still able to manage. The objective paper was the most difficult paper I've ever done. And I usually use half an hour for chinese objective paper, but then, I used up all the time given for that paper yesterday. First time in my life. Imagine how hard it is to me x( God bless me.

Well, pmr is over, just wait for the results, no more exam stuff ok. And sure, I'll throw away all the pmr books! :) The books can be as tall as me if I stack them up. Alright, life after pmr. Tonnes of things to do :D Textbooks have to be returned by today, so I went to school with all the books. Freaking heavy! Need to carry all the books to the third floor and carry them to the hall again. As if we students have nothing better to do -.-! Then we (Kahyan, Lamhui, Keten, Weiyu, Yishin, Khaijing) just sit in the hall, waiting class by class to return the books. When its our turn, we carry the books to the third floor again, and the worst part is, the teacher told us that we still have to wait for about 5 classes to return the books. They're queuing up behind there. wtf. So heavy plus so hot! Finally, I've return all the textbooks now. After that, we plan to ponteng out to snowflake, as we saw a group of students walk out from the school without the guard stopping them. So we thought that it will be easy, but then when we're walking towards the school gate, we saw yokechooi, petrina and kityng standing there. We ask them if they are planning to ponteng like us, they said the teachers are hiding behind the guard house, to see who is planning to go out of the school. So our plan A failed. We can't do anything, and we just sit at dewan blok G see when the teachers walk away, then we can ponteng. Waited for so long. Then we thought of plan B! :D As our school field is building the 10-floor classroom, so the construction site is prohibited. We knew that there is one gate which can go into the construction site from the hall, and another gate to get out from there (school compound) without passing through the school gate so that the teachers won't realize us walking out from the school. Okay, its something like this:

HAHAHA. Hope you know what I'm crapping :) Umm only me, Kahyan, Keten and Weiyu ponteng. Yishin and Khaijing suddenly go back to blok G, I don't know why. And Lamhui was afraid that if she met his dad outside the school, so she didn't follow us. We just ran out from the school and laugh like mad. Plan B works! :D We walked to snowflake and realize the shop haven't open, so we walked to moon house dessert, closed too. At last we stopped at jojo pan min. Ate some snacks there. After eating we walked around the area there, see if any boutiques or whatever shop have any vacancy for part time workers. We're planning to go for part time work during the holidays! Well, for me, I've asked my sister to help me to ask whether the place she works part time needs any teachers or not. Cause my sis is working in a kids tution centre. Umm kids like 3 to 12 years old :D Hiah hiah, I'll be teaching soon! Communicating with cute kids huh? x) excited! :D ok, don't be over excited. People also haven't say they want me to work. Hahah *syok sendiri* Will blog about it soon :) Till here today, bye peeps! :D

iwei ai ni ;)
dear you, i hope you're not joking.
are you? :')

JOKE.

Randomly found this.

SMILE :)

Lovesss.

我的儿子 :D

Dreaming.

RAWRRR

PMR, PMR, PMR. Three more subjects to go. And I'll be free from exam fever. Done five subjects, bm, english, geography, sejarah and science. Bm was tough. Others subject still can manage. I have long breaks on Wednesday and Thursday, so me, Lamhui, Kahyan and Keten went for lunch near Keten's dad's office. After lunch, we study at her dad's office. PMR life, thought it will be damn stress, but I just getting more excited whenever I think of my life after pmr :D uhh too optimistic, hahah. Ok I'm having KH and maths on monday. uhh KH i hate KH, because I'm not good in it Dx God bless me. And chinese paper on tuesday, worse -.- Well, prayers needed people! Having sore throat since thursday x(

iwei ai ni ;)

❤

不可離棄智慧，智慧就護衛你；

要愛他，他就保守你。 

- 箴言4章6節 -

别践踏我对你的信任。

当我选择再次相信你时，

你却又让我失望了。
以后，

我们还是保持距离吧。

Its tomorrow.

Am excited.

Weirdo? Hahah.

God bless all the PMR candidates ;)

Amen.

爱你。

当我知道了后，

我在心里小小声地喊了一下。

不懂是兴奋，

还是替你高兴。

在想：

是真的吗？

只想告诉你：

不要委屈自己。

一定要幸福。

loves from me :)

♥ xoxoxo ♥

亲爱的上帝 我需要你
我把自己藏在你怀里
用我全心 和我的生命献上给你 oh
漆黑的夜里 还好有你
像一把火炬照亮我的心
将所有恐惧 彻底的忘记完全放下自己献给你
Because I believe 生命总有你
暴风雨中你会让我得找安息
我全心相信 一生能跟随着你
就是我有的福气 喔
Because I believe 也不曾怀疑
亲爱的上帝你就是我的唯一
从这一刻起 生命全托福给你
Because I believe in You

汤小康 ♥

歌词写出了我对上帝的心里话 ♥