ily.

别人都说你们这些人都一样，

读书不认真，

做人不认真，

连爱情也只是一场游戏。

难道你对我说过的话，

也只是贪着好玩的吗？

我真的只想知道，

你有没有付出真心？

真希望有一天，

我可以从你嘴里得到我想要的答案。

ily.

我开始放下你了。

请你不要再无条件的对我好，

别让我再次心动。

好吗？

:'(

拜托。

请不要做一些让我看不起你的事情。

我深怕有一天，我会恨你。

Everyone needs a little.

HEYA, sorry for not updating. Well, what first? Results? ohh yeah. Pmr results. I shall start from the days when I started my form 3 life? Alright, I'll talk about it briefly. The beginning of 2011, I was like, so unbelievable? Its my pmr year, man. My no-more-fun-life is going to start, shit. But as time goes by, nobody mention much about pmr. I was kind of relief, and started my fun days again. Sleeping in class, talking like nobody's business, no more revision at home. And I ended up getting only two or three A's for my pmr trial exam. After trial, we have a week of holiday. I spent my whole holiday doing all those meaningless things x) I started getting nervous when I realized that I only have one month left to do preparations for pmr. And also realizing that I learned nothing for the past nine months. So I started doing my preparations and all revision. Obviously I've not enough time, and so I have to wake up early in the morning to do revision. Early as in 4am in the morning. Yeah, so demanded to get straight A's, wtf. Haha. Wah think back when those days I used to wake up so early to study, sounds funny and so impossible for me. Due to the lack of sleep, and too much pressure, pimples visited me for the whole month! wheeee~wth. Okay, pmr comes. I don't know how I go through all those papers. I remember that I was quite relax during the examination, HAHAH. God gives me strength, amen. And after the exam, all the candidates were like gone crazy, and so am I.

And the big day comes :)
That night, no insomnia :D I slept well, very very well :)
I woke up at 9am that morning. Wash myself, get everything done. Dad randomly said something makes me sad. I'm not sure whether he's just joking or he's serious, but after all, I'm so down, so so down, nearly cried. Had breakfast. And mummy drop me at the school gate. I went in and gave kahyan a call. She said she's coming so I waited for her. Then we went to MPH and wait for the results. We queue up and when its our turn, Puan Rosda told us, "takde baju sekolah tak boleh ambil, sorry ya." wtf. What a joke! Me and kahyan wore pj shirt with pants. Then we immediately find our classmates with school uniform and quickly change into school uni. Walao, so rushing! Plus nervous!! !@#$%^&*! This is what my mind whispering on that moment, HAHAHA. Okay, so we queue up again. Saw many people crying. When its my turn, puan rosda kind of laugh at me wearing people's uni, duh. I don't care, I told her "cikgu cepat....!" haha. Finally I got mine, I think my hand trembles a little when she hands over the results slip to me. Gosh, I'm satisfy! All hard work paid off! Thanks God for everything. I don't think I'm that extremely happy, but I finally feel a sense of accomplishment. I replied jiaying's message and quickly called mummy. Jie picked up the phone and asked how's the results, and when I told her, I heard jie and mummy shouted so loud over the phone, the shout of joy :) And so many people text me asking my results, my phone was like boom ._. And thanks to teacher pan for the phone call, she too, shouted over the phone for joy. I think she's more like my friend, HAHAHA. Also, thanks to her for the souvenir she gave me :) Well, that's my pmr story. Congratulations to all the straight A's candidate :) God bless, amen.

Alright, after I got my results. Mummy fetch me home and quickly packed my things. I went back to Kuantan that day. I didn't sleep much in the journey. Busy talking with mummy and texting friends. Reached Kuantan in the evening. The next day, I had breakfast at tc mcd with tengsheng and kuck. Walao, extremely strong wind that morning. As usual, we talked alot of stuff. After mcd, the boys said still want to have second round breakfast at "hoi yin curry noodles". So we walked there, for sure I didn't eat, already bloated after eating the burger ._. Went back home at about 11 something. Prepared myself and hang out with jiaying at ecm. We watched Petaling Street. Funneh, extremely funny. Laugh until my jaws pain, HAHAHAHA. Actually hanging out with her is not about the movie, the sales having in the mall, or anything else. Its all about the time when we're talking, laughing, gossiping, and all. Yeah she's still my best friend after all :D And I remembered she text me that day, its something like this >> "I can't understand people who are not as crazy as us, hahaha." Deep in my heart, I agree with her, and also was touched by her message ;) She's so so awesome. Thank God for bringing her into my life. After movie, we went to Food and Tea to have some drinks. I ordered hot beverage because it was cold after we came out from the cinema. I admit I just simply look at the pictures in the menu and simply ordered a drink. I saw a picture of hot lemon TEA in the menu, and I ordered that. When my drink came, I nearly called the waiter and asked him what's that in the cup, HAHAHAHA. But before that, I asked jiaying. She said I ordered a cup of hot lemon COFFEE, wtf. What kind of drinks is that?! Okay, jiaying first tried on that weird thing. She gave me a @#$%^&*! face, HAHAHAHA. So I tried. Walao, double @#$%^&*! The taste is awful! Can't bear to have another try of that cup of thing. I put it aside and ordered a cup of hot milk tea. Its also yucks, but so much better than the HOT LEMON COFFEE. I didn't finish it btw. Not nice lah duh ._. I met txyi with his girlfriend dating before this, jiaying said she wants to have a look on his girlfriend, HAHAHA sampat people. So I text txyi to join us at Food and Tea. He then came with his girlfriend, HAHAHAHA. I don't know why I put HAHAHAHA, but at that time, my heart was really laughing HAHAHAH :D He didn't change, I mean his look :) And her girlfriend looks cool ._. I gave her a smile, but umm I think she's too cool to give a smile back. She looks kind of unhappy, I don't know why ._. Maybe txyi makes her angry, who knows, HAHAHAH. We didn't sit together for very long. I accompanied jiaying to wait for her mum after that. And his girlfriend too, went back. So me and him had a talk at the restaurant while he's having his so-called breakfast. After the talk, he wants to buy clothes, so I accompanied him and he bising banyak asked me to give comments on choosing his shirt -.- can't tahan his bising-ness, so I helped, HAHAHA. Spending time with him and realized he changed a little on the face :) He smiles alot. The first time I see he smiles the most. He looks extremely better with a smile on his face, but I don't know why he likes to act cool previously. HAHAHAHA. After that, jie came and fetch me home ;) Awesome day I had :)

Going back to KL on Saturday. Before going back, I have a haircut. Because mummy bising banyak say my hair too long until the tip of my hair turns to unhealthy colour -.- As jie wants to curl her hair, so I followed her to the saloon to cut my hair. I told the guy to cut my hair like what I'm having now, as in layer cut, V-shape. But I ended up having a don't know what hairstyle! Like egypt lady that kind of cut, totally speechless. This haircut ruin my mood! DUH! I complain alot to my sister about my new hairstyle, gahhhhh. But she thinks that its nice and suitable for me XO qi si wo le. In the afternoon, I went back to KL. This is my last time back to Kuantan this year. Btw, I won't be going back so often next year. Mummy might be working in KL next year, so you know... :(

Alright, till here. Night peeps ;)
Love,
iwei.

Fyi.

I'm taking my PMR results tomorrow.

Nervous now.

Will post more about that after I got my results.

God bless me, and all the pmr candidates ;)

Btw, 

I'm going back to Kuantan tomorrow.

I miss you <3

老毛病。

从肩膀痛到颈项，

颈项痛到头。

真想把头砍下来算了 ;(

变了。

以前的你，

至少还会对我唠叨个不停。

但现在，

你已经懒得跟我多讲几句了。

是越来越不在乎了吗？

＊心里好难受＊

好辛苦。

真的好久没病到这要死的感觉了。

好欠扁。

him.

In my heart,

in her life :(

Recently.

From right: me, a taiwan guy we met there *he's nice* :D , su mei aunty, and her sister ;)

Just came back from Sabah last week. The only fun part is in Sapi Island. Went for the underwater motorbike thing, wah new experience lah :D First time I went so deep into the sea, wheeeee. Of course with a experienced diver along, or else I think I'll die in the sea, wtf. HAHAHA. Okay, seriously nothing much about Sabah, others not that fun laaaa x(

Well, as you know, I had my very first job during this holiday, as a tuition centre teacher. And we had this annual dinner last wednesday in Tony Roma's :) Okay let the pictures do the talk :D

The little boy sitting beside me, Corwin :D

Kahyan, Amy, Cikgu and me ;)

 Kahyan, Amy, 谢老师, cikgu and me ;)

Wah he's seriously cute man!!

Group photo of the teachers :)

And me, with a lame face :p

♥

iwei.

ily.

爱一个人，

真的是这样的吗？

也许我想得太简单了。

从来也没想过，

有一天我们的关系会变得如此复杂。

我不喜欢这种关系。

好想回到从前，

没开始过的从前。

:'(

shit.

PMR 2011

Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia (KPM) telah menetapkan tarikh keputusan peperiksaan PMR jatuh pada 22 / 12 / 2011 . 

Sila sebarkan mesej ini kepada calon PMR yang lain.

*somebody sent this to me*

哎。

跟你讲话，

有时真的好累。

:(

x)

离开了太久，

我似乎忘了怎样大笑。

*sleep*

That's why I like to sleep.

Must-watch-video ;)

I have a few awesome videos to share with you people recently. He's my friend, kuokzhen, a talented guy. He uploaded quite a few numbers of videos to youtube. Really nice! 


Beatboxing:



The first time I saw him beatboxing was 2 years ago. I posted his video too! To view, click here. He's cute in that video, haha. The video above is when he took part in the My.FM competition with one of his mate, and they got 2nd runner up! :D


Playing guitar + beatboxing:



Great video! He can play the guitar very well :)


Piano:



The latest video of him, I think. Although he made a few mistakes there, but you can see he put so much effort playing the song. Nice ;)





I like this video the most! Awesome! MUST WATCH :D


Click here to know more about him! ;)
And help support his fan page :)

xoxo.

被你喜欢过

很难觉得别人有那么喜欢我

Time flies!

Can you believe it?

Its December!

How fast...

duh!

Sometimes I don't feel like talking to you,

because we always end up angry with our conversation.

random.

I WANNA WATCH BREAKING DAWN AND YOU ARE THE APPLE OF MY EYE!!!

HAHAHA ;D 

The movie "You are the apple of my eye" is not going to be on screen soon :( Sad case, I haven't got the chance to watch ehhh ;( But daddy promise to buy the dvd for me :D HAHA *i love you* BREAKING DAWN ahhhh, wo yao kann ahhh :p 

Huhhh, now I know its quite tired being a teacher, plus stress. Kidsssss, kidssss... tsk tsk tsk. Thank God I'm not a mother, hahaha. Teaching is really a tired job. After working, surely I'll go back home and sleep. Like almost every day. Really tiring, I don't know why ._. But most importantly I still enjoy my job sometimes x) Some kids like me, some think I'm fierce, HAHAHH!! A little girl made a "card" for me, how sweet ;) Daddy said this will lead me to education career, but I told him I will never make that happen, hahah :p About my work, alot of stories to tell, too much [>.<]

Well, from today onwards, I'll have six days off. Will be going to Sabah with mummy and her friends next week. And perhaps I'll take few days leave again to go back to Kuantan...? x) Yeah most probably. I miss kuantanites alot!! :'( Hope to see them soon!

And jie!! I miss you so much, and come back faster laaaa, I want my souvenirssss :D

Take care <3

葉珈吟, balik lo, wait I go back find you har. Take care there <3 ;)

LOVE YOU :DDD

loves,

iwei.

I care.

;)

Just be yourself.

You're wonderful enough.

平靜.

請不要再來破壞我內心唯一的一絲平靜，我只想守住這平靜，靜靜的看著你。

[._.]!

Live a life!

Do what you want now,

because you never know if you don't have the chance to do it tomorrow.

._.

一个人，

真的不好过。

糟！

最近真的变重了吖！

Sunday tomorrow!

Sick, sick, sick. Flu, coughing, sore throat! Almost can die. Mummy, daddy, er jie and me, all sick. Went to the doctor, feeling better after the medicine. But still flu like can't breathe ._. Still working though. Luckily the kids were quite okay this few days, just a few of the naughty ones, seriously "wu yao ke jiu" -.-

Amy started working with me this week. I accompany her for the interview last saturday, and she started working on monday. And sometimes when she have night class, she stays over at my house. Spending time talking so much things with her, yeah secrets, hahahhh ;D *sampat*

Went to sunway with mummy, jie, er jie and Amy this noon. We walked separately, Amy wanted to buy a purse and a pair of sandals. So we look for it everywhere, she finally choosed a pair of sandals. Then we went "hunting" for other clothes. I bought a same shorts with Amy, and another blouse :D Fyi, sunway is having big sales now! Padini is having sales up to 70%!! uhh suddenly I'm like doing advertising. HAHAHAH.

Alright, gonna sleep soon. Don't feel like staying up late night nowadays, don't know why. Its kind of boring perhaps...? Nobody to talk to. Hate feeling lonely. Okay, stop emo-ing -.-
Nights peeps! ;)

ai ni ;)

你的不在乎让我很在乎。

原来我在你心里，

已经是不重要到那种地步了。

:(

No offence ;)

请你有时在说话前，

用一用你那生满杂草的脑袋。

我感激不尽。

Movie marathon!

I didn't work yesterday. Me and Kahyan had planned earlier, to go for a movie marathon. Wanted to watch Shark Night and You are the Apple of my Eye. I bought Shark Night tickets online. So yesterday noon we went to Midv for the first movie, Shark Night. 

Wahseh, xia si ren. Quite scary. But I think the story line is good, yeah really good. Nice! Then we wanted to buy tickets for "You the Apple of my Eye", but then no more tickets, only separate seats left, so we bought "Happy Feet"!! :D We went for lunch in the mall, then we watched "Happy Feet". 

Hmm, not as good as "Shark Night", but its a real cute movie x) Especially the little penguin, Erik, extremely cute! :D :D :D

Gonna watched "The Adventures of Tintin" tonight! ;D

loves, iwei.

我爱 BUBBLE TEA!

突然想喝杯冷冷的珍珠奶茶 x)

For the sake of RM100.

I saw people posting in facebook about the school is giving away RM100 to every student that night. And so I busy asking people whether is it rumors or what. And people told me its true. So yesterday morning at 10 something, I reached school with mummy. Walao, no parking! -.-

The school was crowded. Parents, students..... So many people, plus the extreme hot weather! Then I found Kahyan there with her mum, she said the principal haven't come back to school, she's still at the bank withdrawing money. wtf. Like really wtf right? Ask everyone to come and take money at 10am, and now the money haven't arrive. So stupid.

Everybody waited for almost half an hour then finally the principal with the money arrive. Our principal even ask the police to follow her back to school, in case she got rob halfway -.- *funny xia lor* After she came back, we still have to wait, and the person in charge, Mr Nanda asked who have got the number then can take money first. What la, you thought go bank take money meh, take what number. And they only prepare 60 number, wth. So those who have number can go to the office and queue up first. The queue is too long and the parents even queue under the sun. Walao, hot like melting! I didn't get the number so have to wait in the hall first. The hall ah, so crowded so hot leh! The whether is freaking hot even mummy told me, take RM100 go back see doctor also not enough -.- Walaooo ehhh, the school is not organised at all!

I waited until 11am then finally Mr Nanda said students from class 3A12 can go and take the money. I go and queue up in front of the office with mummy. Waaa finally can go in, the situation inside, not systematic at all! No wonder people waiting outside for so long! Aiya, but at last I got the money. Went back home immediately, then prepare to go to work ._.!

ily.

谢谢你。

我依然爱你 :)